Getting older is a bit frightening. I'll be 30 this year and I still feel like I'm 21. I'm a recently married woman and neither one of us have kids. There's a lot of talk about when am I going to have kids from people that I interact with on a daily basis and sometimes I get annoyed why I don't know. Don't get me wrong I love kids and I would love to become a mother one day but all I want to do is have fun. Fun as in travelling! I want to travel. When you have children a lot of things change and I'm not ready for those changes. Kids are a lot of work. Turning thirty is frightening. I am not getting any younger. Decisions must be made about motherhood sooner than later. I thank God everyday for seeing another day but at times I wish time could move in slow motion. I really want to stay young forever; is that a crime? I mean I act my age I just don't feel like I'm turning 30 and might I add that I don't even look like it either. OH BOY! I am going through a mid- life crisis.. LOL!!! On a serious note, I wonder if those same people that's asking when am I going to have kids will be around to help me take care of them. In my twenties, I am able to put childbearing on hold but since thirty is around the corner it's a lot of pressure now. Time is ticking for me. Well I'm going to travel this year and maybe just maybe settle down next year. I don't know only time will tell.
*put God first (peace, love, and soul)
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